change

I was thinking change is really hard for ppl as ppl hav used to it ady...We oftenly heard that a guy or gals put on effort in changing themselves for their love partner, some success and some fail. Before, I was disagreed those who changing themselves to suit their love partner, but now only i realise if we dun hav willingness to change for the beloved one though we always keep on saying that we will change is because the ppl is not the right guy or gal in our life...and if we met the love of our life, we will definatelly have the wilingness to change our bad attitude and behavior to become a better person~

Lucky

Back from UUM only realize how wonderful my hostel in danish,of course it cost a lot than the one in local uni...i can't imagine how come my sis can survive for one yr there and have to stand for two more yrs from now, she was really geng and i should learn from her,haha...i feel so lucky that i hav all those good and nice facility and hygience in the hostel i stay ...those facilities in local uni should be improved or nobody vil study in local uni ady but all go for private one!

Goodbye my sister

Tommorow will be my sister last day of holiday before open school, she sure will miss home and of course her bf,so tommorrow i am going to follow my mum's car fetch her back to UUM, Kedah...All the best for yr coming sem lo and we all will miss you ^^

Titanic

My favourite movie~Titanic show again on Tv2, of course i watch again lo,hehe~it was really a touch movie as i had watched it for several times in the past few yrs. I love the scene that Jack sacrifice for Rose, it proves the existance of true love that nobody can stop it just like what i hope in real life but it seem impossible as it was a dream of everyone ! Just a dream...but i guess dream save lots of ppl in real life, ppl without dream may lost their direction in life. Dream leads ppl to imagine impossible things become possible and lead us to the aim we want that y i love this movie, it remind me the dream in my heart~

Amigo

Yesterday i read a news about TVB artist named Amigo( 崔健邦）beat his girl friend and his carrer is totally ruined...i was quite suprise to read that news because as i always saw him in TV, he was just kind , polite and had a smart tongue, i felt symphatic for him...As we all know, yesterday is public holiday so is no newspaper today, so i read the same newspaper again, and when i read the news more detailed, i sudden felt i should trust him, maybe it comes from my instinct or the image of him in my heart for past few yrs...that y i trust him that he maybe treat unjustly by his gf or someone else, so all the best for u , Amigo!!! All yr fans including me are here to support u and pray for the best for u and we r fully trusted on you~Amigo,崔健邦^^

~Reading~

Ppl sometimes do feel lonely rite when there is no bf or gf...so the best way to spend time and avoid lonely must be reading ! Reading can fully utilize our time and make our life meaningful rather than spend time on internet, chitchat with fren or watching television though i like to spend time on those activities that i mention just now,haha...so now is time for me to put on effort to make reading as my habit in order to achieve my goal in yr 2010 :)

Merry Christmas

Today is a christmas day, actually is not much celebration for me,haha...however, i have steamboat tonight with my family upon my sister is back to her uni ~ UUM soon at this sunday. Yea...actually can be considered as a new style of celebration for christmas also ,hehe^^

An old fren

Yesterday i hang out with my secondary school mate having some talk on studies, future and others...suddenly an old friend came into my mind in which we have been lost contact with him almost one yr, i still rmb last time we met and chat is at my house during chinese new yr this yr, just want to know how r he going lately and pls keep in touch with us, we are friend...always and forever!!!

Confuse

I am wonder wat kind of person we suppose to be...sometimes we will think is it we can help ppl only if that ppl had been helped us before, what if that person never help you, does we supppose not to giving help to the person, very confuse rite? yea...that's y i m confusing right now! I have been told by my fren lately that we should behave in the way that will please god, when i heard that i found it was very meaningful and i have decided to behave like the way that will please god. so, i am upset as i cannot help my fren today :(

Holiday

My holdays start after my exam finish on four days ago and having a one month break...so i have a one day trip to Penang on 20 dec 2009 lo~hehe^^ For now, i am started to prepare for my next sem and i wish i could get a better result in coming sem~

First time

17dec 2009, it was last thursday night that i spend my first night in church for a christmas celebration in new town, kampar. It was a wonderful night though i go alone because i knew lots of new friend there and have a better understanding of my one new and special fren and his religion...i am glad that he invite me to the event that night that inspire me a lot. I know what kind of person i want to be in the rest of time and looking for my another half for the rest of my life. Because of that night, i know i can forever become a buddhist and not a christian and can only married to a buddhist...however i am not anti christian any more but more on respect because i can see that how their god leading their believer of their religion to become a better person that i never met from my fren... and of course i love to be friend with all those christian, all these changes is the fren who invite me to the event that brings to me, i appreciate that^^

coming soon~

four more days...my last paper is coming, this also means that my one month holiday is coming also lo~hooray^^i can do watever i want,hehe...movie, shopping and hang out with fren lo, and prepare for law( the most difficult) subject in coming semester!!!

Exam tomorrow

Tommorow is my Malaysia study final~wish can pass ler...act study not much bout the subject, somemore got some problem occur today, so scared tomolo can't do it well even got tips, so God Bless Me plssssssssssssss, i vil appreciate wat u (God) did for me^^

Nightmare on daytime

today after japanese final, o hav take a nap after lunch...i din hav a good rest as my headache come to find me again n i have a bad dream. wat bout the dream???sry oh...i can't tell u all but is really the worse dream in my life~is a warning give to myself, once we hav chose the wrong decision in ourlife, our life will be screw-up !!!

Thinking about you~

You were the only one in my heart in the past few years...but when i faced the truth that we never have a chance to be with together, i have try to put down on you. For now, i guess i have not put so much hope on you and you vil only be my fren soon. before that, i just want to know the truth from yr mouth, is that possible?but onething is certain, the days with you are always the best memory of my life~

Life

Maybe sometimes we will feel lonely when we are not in love, yea is true...those feeling was just when we r alone, but we still have frens, family and something else that make us feel alive. Our life not only will be perfect with love but also something else like achievement, career, satisfaction and others...all these things do mean something to us and it is worth for us to fight for it. So, if we use all the time in our life searching for the one we love, is act wasting our time, why don't use those time to do something meaningful? this does not mean that asking you not to find the one you love, just don't do it purposely...this is the point we have to remember always, sometimes looking the person we love and we care without realize by the person is good.

Memorable Trip~

Yesterday i went for holiday with my family at Bukit Tinggi...i was amazed with the scene and view there as it was great, so i have a unforgettable and memorable trip there,haha^^

Hope

Sometime we just wish that we never know something to avoid accept truth, but we should realize that it doesn't work, the truth still be the truth and as you avoiding it, it will still there and u vill just live in yr dream.So, it is better to face it and find yr way out~

UTAR~my choice

If time can go back, somehow i wish i could not coming here,UTAR...because i was still the person before. But i did got lots of fun here and are able to meet you, u r the first person that vil let me spent a minute in thinking of shift my religious. i know u always put yr god before u, but i m also not the ppl that vil betray my god easily, seems like we won't even a chance to make a relationship as u even not really know me, but i wish i could know u more~So, i still din regret to come here, UTAR

~Time~

sometimes ppl always confuse about many things include, but how can one make sure bout that, just like find out the right guy for u or the right gal for u?the best way is Take yr time, dun be rush...one day you will find out the only him or her, I hope will be you, seem unbelieveable right?haha:)

Is religious a barrier in love?

This issue i think is the frequent things that always comes to a couple's mind.Many ppl think that a couple with different religious is hard to maintain even end up with a good future, so do i. For me, religious does a matter in my life and i really not willing to change, this keep me away from danger and grow up safely till now.How can i betray my god because of love???but sometimes, is really hard to control myself from being fall in love with the people who have different religious with me. I believe that god will lead me to a better life...one day i will meet a guy that can change for me or make me change~