Bad Day

It was a lovely beautiful monday at first, however is was a terrible day at night~this monday is my IT presentation day, and ppl praised me once saw me, i feel good about that, as i am really enjoy that feeling.I am not a person that someone will impress once saw me since i was borned, i used to be omitted among the people...even relative also the same, they usually will ask my elder sister or my younger brother, they do forget the one in the middle, even the guy i like, i always hav to spend effort to impress him like i always do, but just one day i can gain people attention YOU also want to punish me? Is it i don't deserve it or i do not have the right to behave like this way...During my last presentation day, i do feel happy but i end up with my leg get injuries and suffer from months and now the one can enhance my confident and is lost right now, i do care because of the money, but i care more what do i left without that confident, i felt really bad after realise i had losted my whole cosmetic bag outside the damn UTAR computer lab, even my mum also scolding me cause it was my fault put my own belonging under unsecure place, of course i know but i just didn't expect ppl will steal it as i assume student in utar should be well educated, but i guess i am wrong...they are just bitches who like to stole people things, though i realise is my fault, but can't you understand me that i am upset enough and since u still scolding me, i cried for two nights and i really not in the mood to prepare my midterm on sat, but i hav no choice, do I? Now, i really HATE utar for not enhance it's security, and i wasn't the first case losing belonging at outside comp lab,there is a case bout half yrs ago, a person whole bag is gone totally worth RM500++, i am just wondering what's the hell is going on with UTAR security guard...What are they actually doing as we pay all the so called facilities fees each yr? I just noticed they loved to lock people vehicle, sleeping and nothing! I din feel secure at all !!!

auditng midterm is coming

yea...coming fri night is midterm day again~i know i have to study, but could anyone pls stop me from cont watching movie, if not my audit paper might look red, haizzz~is in some kind of "prob" again, man yee, if u saw this u know wat i refer to...haha

no one

i hate this feeling, when lonely and want to share something with someone, there is always no one i can come to, why...am i deserve it, sometimes really feel tired of study life, i lov to stay home but i refuse to study when i am in my home, coz is too comfortable n lots of thing i can do, like my palace...but here~kampar, nothing else for me but study...

yr 2 sem 1

Time pass so fast, i am in utar degree life yr 2 sem 1 ady, though every new semester i am telling myself it is a new start, but the reality is something that is still the same and not going to change , that is i am still alone n no one can really accompany me whenever i need, wat to do, finding a real fren or accompany is such a hard task, i just hope that i can use to it.

Recently

I have been long time din update my blog..but now is the time for me to let all ppl know wat am I currently doing. Week 10 finish all the midterm n week 11 finish the only presentation and that’s the end on putting effort on my coursework mark and this also mean that I hav to work hard for final le, but dunno y I am still can’t focus at that time, but now is better since is limited time ady. Apart from education, I am trying to try out with one guy after my last relationship end at may last yr, but it doesn’t work so I am still single now. Start from now, I know how’s good the person is doesn’t matter, the important thing is whether got feel or not n does he suit for u? cause now, we r looking for future love partner who might be the husband for me, so really must becareful and serious. Besides, at 5 april 2010, I have decided to take one ppl out of my world, 5 yrs more he have been in a deep position in my heart, even want to forgot, is really hard to me, and it doesn’t success…but when heart dies, it would disappear immediately. I admit I have lost the chance between us and it never comes bak, and I also understand..but one things is important, that is I am always give u the heart and always open for u but still u never open ur heart to me, I does not know why, but it tells me I am not the person for u and same goes to u, so I know my hope in you is really come to the end, from that day onward, is a new start for me! I am also thx u for making me happy for those time u r around me…now just feel like being myself alone those sometime is lonely but is feel free now~

mistake

if we purposely done something wrong just for the sake of our happiness..is it a fault??? maybe every ppl have different view into this ques..but i guess if just the purpose did the mistake suffer from the consequences without affect the another party would be okay, coz it doesn't hurt ppl~

mid-term

First mid-term~qt2 past ady, later hav to sit for macroecon mid-term till 4, then go to law replacement class from 5.30 till 7.30..then must immediately cycle out have dinner, coz 8.30 discuss law assignment at my fren house, such a tired day,haha :)

yoga class

wednesday i go for this sem first yoga class, act is just revised wat i learn b4, so just go for exercise lo, dunno is it too tired, then i fall asleep in dead pose for a while,hehe..then the next day my whole body feel pain, because i hav no exercise for long time ady, so after strengthen the joint of the body in the yoga class then feel pain lo, but the important things is i hope can lose my weight,haha^^

Exam

This week is week 6 ady, so as usual all the mid-term and assignment due date is coming..then now feel hard to catch up the studies because it becomes harder ady, then hav to prepare for mid-term and assignment..somemore this sun is cap goh mei, i can't go bak celebrate, next sun is my bro b'day, again hav to stay here complete my law assignment coz the due date is the next monday, so together hav to stay at this bored kampar for 3 weeks continous,haizzz

CNY 2010

This yr is the happiest new yr because the whole family can celebrate together for more than one weeks since my sis start go out studies..we hav lots of fun together, seeing my sis so sweet with her bf, i am also very happy..but these days become fewer n fewer, i miss the day we together, but life is like that, i dunno how much time i still can spend with my mum, she is almost 50, but still busy n stress with her job and i can't help her, instead still become her burden, sometimes i was thinking i want to be excellent to make her proud of me, but i always can't make it!

CNY eve

Today is cny eve, i din sleep for whole night and waiting for mrng go to the morning market help my mum hold some stuff..i scared i can't wake up after i sleep since i go cinema for cny movie end by 2 a.m. ... the day b4 cny eve, i went for shopping in the afternoon till night, then hang out with my sis fren till movie at 2 a.m. , busy day rite,hehe^^ In the same time, i have spent a lot too~i buy korean beauty eye-shadow for 89.90, new shoes for 44, jacket for 29.90, movie 11, drink 5.90 in one day, n in this five days ( mon- fri ) i hav spent 235.60 ! many hor..after count only know..so the conclusion is i hav to suffer from utar cafeteria food at least till the end of this sem, even till the end of my degree if i am still keep on buying,haha:) By the way, the korean beauty cosmetic is really worth..i like it so much ^^

law

Dunno y other ppl can start memorise law act ady, but it seem very hard for me to study it..it make me fall asleep easily every time i try to read even just the lec note, lately many senior suggest me their study style to guide me in studying law, thanks to all of them, bur maybe i can memorise the act first, try and see, wish i can success ler, god bless me pls^^

rainy day

this few days kampar also raining in the evening, extremely hot in the afternoon and at the night sometimes hot and sometimes cold..hate these weather , now agree with the earlier statement came out with somebody that the god is being angry with what human do to spoilt the env, so make the weather abnormal! Today having my dinner in a bad condition..dun 1 to mention coz is not good to memorise it also, so hoping there won't be 2012 or later..at least let me live savely in this century la,hehe^^

finish le

I am going to finish watching that korean drama ady, but lately found that korea language is quite funny de...haha, anyway, now is the time to concentrate on study ady, many assignment hav to pass up at first of march, now only realize, just one month left!

new sem start

This sem must be a tougher sem..why do i said so??? just start school for 3 days, i have been late for the second day..then today i attend the business law lecture..totally can't understand, dunno how to do the tutorial, then the faf2 no note is given, the first tutorial is going to discuss next mon..though just simple I/S and B/S but no guideline seem not confident to do it..microecon turn..the lecturer is so young and just read the note from the slide, can't really understand..the only thing comfortable a bit is the english for business..but the material still not yet uploaded, and i miss up the 45 min of the first lecture..luckily today tutor~Dr.Sebastian have given the unit plan to our class rep..so wish can get it on next class lo. And the worse thing is currently addicted with the korean drama~boys over flower!!! Is a nice show..but lot's thing to do, feel so stress!!

8 Jan 2010

Today i get my yr one sem 2 result, i have passed all and get A for japanese, so happy...is actually a great day for me. Wishing my result for muet can as well as expected lo,hehe^^

Upset

These few days i am pretty upset about everything...just everything not going so smoothly and i have been very emotional to all the ppl around us, i am here to apologize to everyone that i have been treated you impolitely lately and thanks for friend who always comfort me with his effort even u din realize but you really did, i appreciate that...daniel~Anyway, goodbye to my comp for few days start tomorrow evening and mayb my mobile phone also, bored life begins

~2010~

Today is the first day of 2010, hoping all the best in this year lo~Feel so happy bacause today i have buy a new shirt for CNY and my favourite book written by master So, i believe this year will be a wonderful year and at least today is a good start^^