Bad Day

It was a lovely beautiful monday at first, however is was a terrible day at night~this monday is my IT presentation day, and ppl praised me once saw me, i feel good about that, as i am really enjoy that feeling.I am not a person that someone will impress once saw me since i was borned, i used to be omitted among the people...even relative also the same, they usually will ask my elder sister or my younger brother, they do forget the one in the middle, even the guy i like, i always hav to spend effort to impress him like i always do, but just one day i can gain people attention YOU also want to punish me? Is it i don't deserve it or i do not have the right to behave like this way...During my last presentation day, i do feel happy but i end up with my leg get injuries and suffer from months and now the one can enhance my confident and is lost right now, i do care because of the money, but i care more what do i left without that confident, i felt really bad after realise i had losted my whole cosmetic bag outside the damn UTAR computer lab, even my mum also scolding me cause it was my fault put my own belonging under unsecure place, of course i know but i just didn't expect ppl will steal it as i assume student in utar should be well educated, but i guess i am wrong...they are just bitches who like to stole people things, though i realise is my fault, but can't you understand me that i am upset enough and since u still scolding me, i cried for two nights and i really not in the mood to prepare my midterm on sat, but i hav no choice, do I? Now, i really HATE utar for not enhance it's security, and i wasn't the first case losing belonging at outside comp lab,there is a case bout half yrs ago, a person whole bag is gone totally worth RM500++, i am just wondering what's the hell is going on with UTAR security guard...What are they actually doing as we pay all the so called facilities fees each yr? I just noticed they loved to lock people vehicle, sleeping and nothing! I din feel secure at all !!!