Confuse

I am wonder wat kind of person we suppose to be...sometimes we will think is it we can help ppl only if that ppl had been helped us before, what if that person never help you, does we supppose not to giving help to the person, very confuse rite? yea...that's y i m confusing right now! I have been told by my fren lately that we should behave in the way that will please god, when i heard that i found it was very meaningful and i have decided to behave like the way that will please god. so, i am upset as i cannot help my fren today :(

Holiday

My holdays start after my exam finish on four days ago and having a one month break...so i have a one day trip to Penang on 20 dec 2009 lo~hehe^^ For now, i am started to prepare for my next sem and i wish i could get a better result in coming sem~

First time

17dec 2009, it was last thursday night that i spend my first night in church for a christmas celebration in new town, kampar. It was a wonderful night though i go alone because i knew lots of new friend there and have a better understanding of my one new and special fren and his religion...i am glad that he invite me to the event that night that inspire me a lot. I know what kind of person i want to be in the rest of time and looking for my another half for the rest of my life. Because of that night, i know i can forever become a buddhist and not a christian and can only married to a buddhist...however i am not anti christian any more but more on respect because i can see that how their god leading their believer of their religion to become a better person that i never met from my fren... and of course i love to be friend with all those christian, all these changes is the fren who invite me to the event that brings to me, i appreciate that^^

coming soon~

four more days...my last paper is coming, this also means that my one month holiday is coming also lo~hooray^^i can do watever i want,hehe...movie, shopping and hang out with fren lo, and prepare for law( the most difficult) subject in coming semester!!!

Exam tomorrow

Tommorow is my Malaysia study final~wish can pass ler...act study not much bout the subject, somemore got some problem occur today, so scared tomolo can't do it well even got tips, so God Bless Me plssssssssssssss, i vil appreciate wat u (God) did for me^^

Nightmare on daytime

today after japanese final, o hav take a nap after lunch...i din hav a good rest as my headache come to find me again n i have a bad dream. wat bout the dream???sry oh...i can't tell u all but is really the worse dream in my life~is a warning give to myself, once we hav chose the wrong decision in ourlife, our life will be screw-up !!!

Thinking about you~

You were the only one in my heart in the past few years...but when i faced the truth that we never have a chance to be with together, i have try to put down on you. For now, i guess i have not put so much hope on you and you vil only be my fren soon. before that, i just want to know the truth from yr mouth, is that possible?but onething is certain, the days with you are always the best memory of my life~