妈妈好伟大

明天新的学期就要开始了,一如往常,妈妈会载我回金宝帮我收拾房间.今天妈妈也是炒了饭给我当晚餐,怕我下午没吃午餐所以叫我先吃免得饿肚子,她却帮我抹风扇,抹窗户...换窗帘是由于不小心就被风扇打中手指,我看见很多血流出来时,我真的很害怕,我好想哭却又不能,我叫妈妈休息一下然后回怡保,但我那伟大的妈妈还是忍着痛用单手帮我扫地,抹地,我真的很感动...从今以后我会用功读书,不会再让你操心!你永远是世上最好和最伟大的妈妈,我爱你~母亲大人=)我会用一生来报答您的~

12-01-2011 星期三

今天和妈妈和姐姐逛街,蛮开心的,因为我买到了super junior 的文件夹,也买了星星纸,终于可以开始折星星准备两年后送给历旭的礼物,还有我们还到secret recipe那里吃蛋糕呢~真开心.逛街时, 看见很多新年的饼干, 突然间好想知道他喜欢吃什么饼干, 所以 又忍不住发短讯给他了, 很开心因为我又可以和他聊多几句, 可以了解他多一些, 我就很满足了. 然后又在晚上上线时,他主动找我,只不过是简单的一句话问我在做什么,我的心却是甜的,嘴上也会露出微笑. 还有四天的假期,新学期又要开始了,想到又要面对艰辛的课程,一项又一项的挑战,让我喘不过气的生活,真的很不想面对…可我却真的很想见到他,只要回到那边,我就可以有机会遇见他,感觉他的存在,一个月没见我就很想见他了,真不敢想象毕业后怎么办,毕竟他家离我家这么远.只要想到可以见到他,我就会很期待新学期的到来,也许别人都会说我傻,但其实等待也是一种幸福啊=)上学期成绩放榜了,如我意料之内,成绩又下滑了,知道毕业的学姐拿到一级荣誉毕业,真的好羡慕,不知道我有没有这个福分可以拥有如此荣誉,不过我会努力的… 这个假期里面,我看了台剧<下一站,幸福>,爱上了安以轩,所以也看着她2008年的作品<锁清秋>,我本身觉得蛮好看,安公主演悲情剧还真是挺适合的,会继续喜欢她的.

爱真的让人无法自拔吗?

爱,一旦陷下去了,就会情不自禁地继续下去,再也无法自拔了…

爱就是这样的可悲,明明知道结果不一定如我们所愿,却心甘情愿地陷下去,

也许有时只是想单纯的望他一眼,却已是一种奢求了~

努力压抑对他的爱,对他的思念,换来的并没有什么,只不过是不想干预他的生活.

其实爱是有苦也有乐的…

苦的是付出的不一定有回报,

而乐的却是有时侯伤心,无助时,他给予的安慰,或是在突如其来的惊喜,都会胜过千言万语的,

新的一年

今年我二十一岁了,可我还是一个人,真的好孤单,很想可以有一个人可以在我身边,和我分担喜怒哀乐.我并不贪心,这么小小的要求就是我今年的愿望,希望可以实现咯,哈哈

Bad Day

It was a lovely beautiful monday at first, however is was a terrible day at night~this monday is my IT presentation day, and ppl praised me once saw me, i feel good about that, as i am really enjoy that feeling.I am not a person that someone will impress once saw me since i was borned, i used to be omitted among the people...even relative also the same, they usually will ask my elder sister or my younger brother, they do forget the one in the middle, even the guy i like, i always hav to spend effort to impress him like i always do, but just one day i can gain people attention YOU also want to punish me? Is it i don't deserve it or i do not have the right to behave like this way...During my last presentation day, i do feel happy but i end up with my leg get injuries and suffer from months and now the one can enhance my confident and is lost right now, i do care because of the money, but i care more what do i left without that confident, i felt really bad after realise i had losted my whole cosmetic bag outside the damn UTAR computer lab, even my mum also scolding me cause it was my fault put my own belonging under unsecure place, of course i know but i just didn't expect ppl will steal it as i assume student in utar should be well educated, but i guess i am wrong...they are just bitches who like to stole people things, though i realise is my fault, but can't you understand me that i am upset enough and since u still scolding me, i cried for two nights and i really not in the mood to prepare my midterm on sat, but i hav no choice, do I? Now, i really HATE utar for not enhance it's security, and i wasn't the first case losing belonging at outside comp lab,there is a case bout half yrs ago, a person whole bag is gone totally worth RM500++, i am just wondering what's the hell is going on with UTAR security guard...What are they actually doing as we pay all the so called facilities fees each yr? I just noticed they loved to lock people vehicle, sleeping and nothing! I din feel secure at all !!!

auditng midterm is coming

yea...coming fri night is midterm day again~i know i have to study, but could anyone pls stop me from cont watching movie, if not my audit paper might look red, haizzz~is in some kind of "prob" again, man yee, if u saw this u know wat i refer to...haha

no one

i hate this feeling, when lonely and want to share something with someone, there is always no one i can come to, why...am i deserve it, sometimes really feel tired of study life, i lov to stay home but i refuse to study when i am in my home, coz is too comfortable n lots of thing i can do, like my palace...but here~kampar, nothing else for me but study...