Thinking of you

Whenever I am free, I am lonely, I am desperate and even when Iam busy, I will still thinking about you…the way you talk, yousmile, you behave are those things come across my mind, everydetails of you means a lot to me. There is thousands times that Iwish I can call u or text you, but I din do it because I was afraidit would be a burden to you, but I really hope that my love to youis not a burden to you. I have tried not to burden you,but if ifail to d so, pls forgive me and the only things I can tell uis “sorry that I love you”!

It's you

It has been some times that I din update my blog, it is thestart of week9,in 3 weeks time, all midterms and assignment will beended soon and it’s time to prepare for final again…what's a boringlife! I know that I have to complete the last year degree no matterhow. Today I heard two guys beside my house practicing Chinesedebate, do you know what comes to my mind right after that, Iremember the time you participate in Chinese debate in secondaryschool time, that was one of my memorable moment to saw u debate,do you know that I was so happy for having that opportunity to seeyou debate, I still remember that how charm are you while youdebate and you have won the best debater award in school. At thatmoment, I felt happy for you…everything around me remind me aboutyou, miss you so much ~

yr2sem3 的第一天~

今天上课时觉得很眼睡,不知道是不是休息了一个多月,变懒散了~是时候开始努力了,第一课老师开始授课了,今天上的是TAX的课,还可以明白,只是需要多复习,我知道要进步就必须懂得自制,我会努力,希望会成功吧今天知道朋友要从UTAR休学,感觉有点伤心,希望我身边的朋友别从我身边离去,就算我们不是经常联络,但其实我很在乎我们的友谊^^

妈妈好伟大

明天新的学期就要开始了,一如往常,妈妈会载我回金宝帮我收拾房间.今天妈妈也是炒了饭给我当晚餐,怕我下午没吃午餐所以叫我先吃免得饿肚子,她却帮我抹风扇,抹窗户...换窗帘是由于不小心就被风扇打中手指,我看见很多血流出来时,我真的很害怕,我好想哭却又不能,我叫妈妈休息一下然后回怡保,但我那伟大的妈妈还是忍着痛用单手帮我扫地,抹地,我真的很感动...从今以后我会用功读书,不会再让你操心!你永远是世上最好和最伟大的妈妈,我爱你~母亲大人=)我会用一生来报答您的~

12-01-2011 星期三

今天和妈妈和姐姐逛街,蛮开心的,因为我买到了super junior 的文件夹,也买了星星纸,终于可以开始折星星准备两年后送给历旭的礼物,还有我们还到secret recipe那里吃蛋糕呢~真开心.逛街时, 看见很多新年的饼干, 突然间好想知道他喜欢吃什么饼干, 所以 又忍不住发短讯给他了, 很开心因为我又可以和他聊多几句, 可以了解他多一些, 我就很满足了. 然后又在晚上上线时,他主动找我,只不过是简单的一句话问我在做什么,我的心却是甜的,嘴上也会露出微笑. 还有四天的假期,新学期又要开始了,想到又要面对艰辛的课程,一项又一项的挑战,让我喘不过气的生活,真的很不想面对…可我却真的很想见到他,只要回到那边,我就可以有机会遇见他,感觉他的存在,一个月没见我就很想见他了,真不敢想象毕业后怎么办,毕竟他家离我家这么远.只要想到可以见到他,我就会很期待新学期的到来,也许别人都会说我傻,但其实等待也是一种幸福啊=)上学期成绩放榜了,如我意料之内,成绩又下滑了,知道毕业的学姐拿到一级荣誉毕业,真的好羡慕,不知道我有没有这个福分可以拥有如此荣誉,不过我会努力的… 这个假期里面,我看了台剧<下一站,幸福>,爱上了安以轩,所以也看着她2008年的作品<锁清秋>,我本身觉得蛮好看,安公主演悲情剧还真是挺适合的,会继续喜欢她的.

爱真的让人无法自拔吗?

爱,一旦陷下去了,就会情不自禁地继续下去,再也无法自拔了…

爱就是这样的可悲,明明知道结果不一定如我们所愿,却心甘情愿地陷下去,

也许有时只是想单纯的望他一眼,却已是一种奢求了~

努力压抑对他的爱,对他的思念,换来的并没有什么,只不过是不想干预他的生活.

其实爱是有苦也有乐的…

苦的是付出的不一定有回报,

而乐的却是有时侯伤心,无助时,他给予的安慰,或是在突如其来的惊喜,都会胜过千言万语的,

新的一年

今年我二十一岁了,可我还是一个人,真的好孤单,很想可以有一个人可以在我身边,和我分担喜怒哀乐.我并不贪心,这么小小的要求就是我今年的愿望,希望可以实现咯,哈哈