朋友

一个从以前读书时期就和我闹意见的朋友最近又和我闹分歧。我真不明白她就这么为她那丰厚的烂情史感到光荣？抚心自问，你在那么多段感情里都都有付出真心吗...还是基于别的因素，你自己心里明白。我不介入你的私事，揭开你的面具，是因为还留些情面给你，但以后都不会了！我讨厌别人因为有恋情就在我面前炫耀尤其是你，如果是那么值得我羡慕，你炫耀我也就算了，但还很遥远咯。。。这样都不要紧，她还说，如果我那么希望有男朋友，说我这么挑剔，如果不改变自己就很难会找到，就会无伴终老~谁会不生气？我敢担保她的恋情一定会烂尾，不是因为她男友不好，而是她的恶毒不值得有好结局！

Loneliness is the silence killer !!!

I realize when nobody beside you is a scary thing, no hope in boy and gals relationship doesn't matter, but someone u care doesn't treat you back that way is hurt! You are worrying for him and try to cover something for him, and since trying to ask him bak early from gathering with frens is that wrong? I was wondering am i matter to him as a family, or me is come to his mind after his frens? Let say i be the kind person for one party, another party for sure will take blame on me~am i should be the one that wrong all the times? I am sad for ur behavior, and you know someone start to disappoint from your attitude, i do ntg to cover you from her disappointing because i also feel the same thing, i don't want you follow someone's step...we care you a lot, so pls do us a favor, be close with ur family as well, because family is for sure will be ur side anytime ! I was lonely because i am quite useless among u guys, some more for me it is hard to gain ppl attention, so what i left, is all of you as my family, pls don't leave me !!!

Fate

Fate will put people together but it also will drive people apart, it depends on God!I think it's not easy for two people to meet each other, it must be god's plan, but if really there is chances that two people who are not supposed met each other again but they still have the chance, this is called fate~Do you ever met someone with ordinary appearance but treat you in the way that you never been treat in that way by people, it will definitely melt your heart, haha ^^

累了，可以停下来吗？

我累了，真的累了，可以停下来吗？真的很想有个肩膀让我依靠。。。对于你的执著，我已经不知道是对还是错，无止境的等待真的让人很疲倦，很想放弃，因为我开始不知道我想要的是什么。。。如果我想要的你没办法给我，那么我还应该这么执着吗？只是很简单的事情，但想从你身上得到就突然变得很困难。为什么呢？

A moment to remember

"A Moment To Remember"was a korean movie i have seen lately, it was a nice movie that inspire me a lot~In the movie, the gal get married with a man she loved in a very short time, everything just nice, but something happen make all thing changes...The gal get alzheimer at the age of 29 and she forgot everything quickly include her lovely husband and her ability to take care of her own self. Eventually, she leave her husband because she don't want to hurt him anymore after she realize she have called her husband name wrongly and told him she love him. The moment her husband saw the note she leave and cry for her leaving was the most touching scene in the movie~Although is a sad movie, but it inspire me that we have to show our love by telling ppl or through any form before we have loss the ability to do so!

5th of April

Today is your 21st birthday… the most important is wishing you stay healthy forever and best wishes for your result release in two weeks time ^^

It’s week 12 Tuesday already, I am still dreaming, how come? I have to push myself to do revision for final, it’s time to start after my thu efm presentation…this time, I think I can be more serious in my final preparation as there is one new goal for me, that is to keep track on your result, I know that is far gap between our result, belief me I will retrain myself so that can keep track with you! Thanks for motivate me =)

2nd of April

This morning I went to visit the grave of my grandmother, this year can be consider a small gathering for us as 10 of us were there, as usual, we did all the ceremony things and I told my wishes to grandma too~ It was a wonderful day in my life ever… Thank you for everything you gave me^^

Wonderful Day ^^

Time flies, it's week 10 now, and i am still wasting my time on movie...finally audit practice assignment have submitted, next will be the audit practice midterm on coming sat...so much thing hav to memorise,haizzz~really can't understand why UTAR lecturer so "considerable" fri teaching new topic and yet tutorial nt yet discuss will be covered in sat midterm, do they think we are so self-initiative students? if so, i also can go for e-learning institution, what for i pay so much to here for learning? No choice ler...UTAR, my choice, have to adapt to the upgrading university mgmt,hopefully sat midterm can pass lo...Btw, the most exciting moment today is when my bro called me and told me his SPM result, my six sence tell me must be very good result, once i ans his call,i just can hear his laughing, then for sure i know i was right...HAHA, i am so proud of him,straight A's~even i have expected he will get this kind of result long time ago, but when i confirmed with him, I still feel very happy, Congratulations my lovely brother ♥

3月14日

这一天真的很开心因为这是一个很值得纪念的日子. 原因???就是我们大马体坛一哥,拿督李宗伟大败林丹这个高傲又没有体育精神的家伙,成为大马54年来首个蝉联全英赛的男单冠军^^这是一个好的开始,我会继续支持您的,期待您下一场的赛事=)另外,最近看了韩剧'个人趣向',相当不错,也觉得SonYe-Jin 是个不错的女艺人,演得挺有深度,哈哈

世界末日

不知是否每个人都在讨论世界末日...所以昨天我做了一个梦,我梦见世界末日就在我眼前,而我第一个想到的就是拿起电话想要打给你,想要告诉你:'直到现在,我还是很爱你的'.然后,我就醒了,好讽刺...我醒了,发现那只是一个梦,我就没那个勇气了.是的,我就是那么懦弱~也许是到了世界末日的时候我才有那个勇气,如果是这样我宁愿那一天不会来临,这样就算你永远不会知道,但至少我可以守护你多几十年,这样我就满足了.

Thinking of you

Whenever I am free, I am lonely, I am desperate and even when Iam busy, I will still thinking about you…the way you talk, yousmile, you behave are those things come across my mind, everydetails of you means a lot to me. There is thousands times that Iwish I can call u or text you, but I din do it because I was afraidit would be a burden to you, but I really hope that my love to youis not a burden to you. I have tried not to burden you,but if ifail to d so, pls forgive me and the only things I can tell uis “sorry that I love you”!

It's you

It has been some times that I din update my blog, it is thestart of week9,in 3 weeks time, all midterms and assignment will beended soon and it’s time to prepare for final again…what's a boringlife! I know that I have to complete the last year degree no matterhow. Today I heard two guys beside my house practicing Chinesedebate, do you know what comes to my mind right after that, Iremember the time you participate in Chinese debate in secondaryschool time, that was one of my memorable moment to saw u debate,do you know that I was so happy for having that opportunity to seeyou debate, I still remember that how charm are you while youdebate and you have won the best debater award in school. At thatmoment, I felt happy for you…everything around me remind me aboutyou, miss you so much ~

yr2sem3 的第一天~

今天上课时觉得很眼睡,不知道是不是休息了一个多月,变懒散了~是时候开始努力了,第一课老师开始授课了,今天上的是TAX的课,还可以明白,只是需要多复习,我知道要进步就必须懂得自制,我会努力,希望会成功吧今天知道朋友要从UTAR休学,感觉有点伤心,希望我身边的朋友别从我身边离去,就算我们不是经常联络,但其实我很在乎我们的友谊^^

妈妈好伟大

明天新的学期就要开始了,一如往常,妈妈会载我回金宝帮我收拾房间.今天妈妈也是炒了饭给我当晚餐,怕我下午没吃午餐所以叫我先吃免得饿肚子,她却帮我抹风扇,抹窗户...换窗帘是由于不小心就被风扇打中手指,我看见很多血流出来时,我真的很害怕,我好想哭却又不能,我叫妈妈休息一下然后回怡保,但我那伟大的妈妈还是忍着痛用单手帮我扫地,抹地,我真的很感动...从今以后我会用功读书,不会再让你操心!你永远是世上最好和最伟大的妈妈,我爱你~母亲大人=)我会用一生来报答您的~

12-01-2011 星期三

今天和妈妈和姐姐逛街,蛮开心的,因为我买到了super junior 的文件夹,也买了星星纸,终于可以开始折星星准备两年后送给历旭的礼物,还有我们还到secret recipe那里吃蛋糕呢~真开心.逛街时, 看见很多新年的饼干, 突然间好想知道他喜欢吃什么饼干, 所以 又忍不住发短讯给他了, 很开心因为我又可以和他聊多几句, 可以了解他多一些, 我就很满足了. 然后又在晚上上线时,他主动找我,只不过是简单的一句话问我在做什么,我的心却是甜的,嘴上也会露出微笑. 还有四天的假期,新学期又要开始了,想到又要面对艰辛的课程,一项又一项的挑战,让我喘不过气的生活,真的很不想面对…可我却真的很想见到他,只要回到那边,我就可以有机会遇见他,感觉他的存在,一个月没见我就很想见他了,真不敢想象毕业后怎么办,毕竟他家离我家这么远.只要想到可以见到他,我就会很期待新学期的到来,也许别人都会说我傻,但其实等待也是一种幸福啊=)上学期成绩放榜了,如我意料之内,成绩又下滑了,知道毕业的学姐拿到一级荣誉毕业,真的好羡慕,不知道我有没有这个福分可以拥有如此荣誉,不过我会努力的… 这个假期里面,我看了台剧<下一站,幸福>,爱上了安以轩,所以也看着她2008年的作品<锁清秋>,我本身觉得蛮好看,安公主演悲情剧还真是挺适合的,会继续喜欢她的.

爱真的让人无法自拔吗?

爱,一旦陷下去了,就会情不自禁地继续下去,再也无法自拔了…

爱就是这样的可悲,明明知道结果不一定如我们所愿,却心甘情愿地陷下去,

也许有时只是想单纯的望他一眼,却已是一种奢求了~

努力压抑对他的爱,对他的思念,换来的并没有什么,只不过是不想干预他的生活.

其实爱是有苦也有乐的…

苦的是付出的不一定有回报,

而乐的却是有时侯伤心,无助时,他给予的安慰,或是在突如其来的惊喜,都会胜过千言万语的,

新的一年

今年我二十一岁了,可我还是一个人,真的好孤单,很想可以有一个人可以在我身边,和我分担喜怒哀乐.我并不贪心,这么小小的要求就是我今年的愿望,希望可以实现咯,哈哈