Loneliness is the silence killer !!!

I realize when nobody beside you is a scary thing, no hope in boy and gals relationship doesn't matter, but someone u care doesn't treat you back that way is hurt! You are worrying for him and try to cover something for him, and since trying to ask him bak early from gathering with frens is that wrong? I was wondering am i matter to him as a family, or me is come to his mind after his frens? Let say i be the kind person for one party, another party for sure will take blame on me~am i should be the one that wrong all the times? I am sad for ur behavior, and you know someone start to disappoint from your attitude, i do ntg to cover you from her disappointing because i also feel the same thing, i don't want you follow someone's step...we care you a lot, so pls do us a favor, be close with ur family as well, because family is for sure will be ur side anytime ! I was lonely because i am quite useless among u guys, some more for me it is hard to gain ppl attention, so what i left, is all of you as my family, pls don't leave me !!!