朋友

一个从以前读书时期就和我闹意见的朋友最近又和我闹分歧。我真不明白她就这么为她那丰厚的烂情史感到光荣？抚心自问，你在那么多段感情里都都有付出真心吗...还是基于别的因素，你自己心里明白。我不介入你的私事，揭开你的面具，是因为还留些情面给你，但以后都不会了！我讨厌别人因为有恋情就在我面前炫耀尤其是你，如果是那么值得我羡慕，你炫耀我也就算了，但还很遥远咯。。。这样都不要紧，她还说，如果我那么希望有男朋友，说我这么挑剔，如果不改变自己就很难会找到，就会无伴终老~谁会不生气？我敢担保她的恋情一定会烂尾，不是因为她男友不好，而是她的恶毒不值得有好结局！

Loneliness is the silence killer !!!

I realize when nobody beside you is a scary thing, no hope in boy and gals relationship doesn't matter, but someone u care doesn't treat you back that way is hurt! You are worrying for him and try to cover something for him, and since trying to ask him bak early from gathering with frens is that wrong? I was wondering am i matter to him as a family, or me is come to his mind after his frens? Let say i be the kind person for one party, another party for sure will take blame on me~am i should be the one that wrong all the times? I am sad for ur behavior, and you know someone start to disappoint from your attitude, i do ntg to cover you from her disappointing because i also feel the same thing, i don't want you follow someone's step...we care you a lot, so pls do us a favor, be close with ur family as well, because family is for sure will be ur side anytime ! I was lonely because i am quite useless among u guys, some more for me it is hard to gain ppl attention, so what i left, is all of you as my family, pls don't leave me !!!

Fate

Fate will put people together but it also will drive people apart, it depends on God!I think it's not easy for two people to meet each other, it must be god's plan, but if really there is chances that two people who are not supposed met each other again but they still have the chance, this is called fate~Do you ever met someone with ordinary appearance but treat you in the way that you never been treat in that way by people, it will definitely melt your heart, haha ^^

累了，可以停下来吗？

我累了，真的累了，可以停下来吗？真的很想有个肩膀让我依靠。。。对于你的执著，我已经不知道是对还是错，无止境的等待真的让人很疲倦，很想放弃，因为我开始不知道我想要的是什么。。。如果我想要的你没办法给我，那么我还应该这么执着吗？只是很简单的事情，但想从你身上得到就突然变得很困难。为什么呢？

A moment to remember

"A Moment To Remember"was a korean movie i have seen lately, it was a nice movie that inspire me a lot~In the movie, the gal get married with a man she loved in a very short time, everything just nice, but something happen make all thing changes...The gal get alzheimer at the age of 29 and she forgot everything quickly include her lovely husband and her ability to take care of her own self. Eventually, she leave her husband because she don't want to hurt him anymore after she realize she have called her husband name wrongly and told him she love him. The moment her husband saw the note she leave and cry for her leaving was the most touching scene in the movie~Although is a sad movie, but it inspire me that we have to show our love by telling ppl or through any form before we have loss the ability to do so!

5th of April

Today is your 21st birthday… the most important is wishing you stay healthy forever and best wishes for your result release in two weeks time ^^

It’s week 12 Tuesday already, I am still dreaming, how come? I have to push myself to do revision for final, it’s time to start after my thu efm presentation…this time, I think I can be more serious in my final preparation as there is one new goal for me, that is to keep track on your result, I know that is far gap between our result, belief me I will retrain myself so that can keep track with you! Thanks for motivate me =)

2nd of April

This morning I went to visit the grave of my grandmother, this year can be consider a small gathering for us as 10 of us were there, as usual, we did all the ceremony things and I told my wishes to grandma too~ It was a wonderful day in my life ever… Thank you for everything you gave me^^